This is going to take some getting used to. I've always aspired to write, every day. Produce something of value each waking moment. Attempt to express my inner-most thoughts eloquently, at least once a day. But somehow, I always fail. I've never been able to get into the groove of sitting down, quieting my mind, and letting go. I'm unsure why I have such a difficulty expressing myself to.. myself? Yet here I am. I'm excited to be starting the NEW YEAR this way, I feel like this could become a good habit to get into, but until it adapts to a part of my every day routine, I'll keep "force-writing". (Not my favorite..)
on LOVE: I'm learning to love me, more. I have always had a fairly high level of self-confidence, but there is a difference between confidence and acceptance. I'm writing a piece right now one loving and being love, I'm anxious to see how it turns out. I'll post it here later.
on LIFE: it goes on.
(I tend to write in cliches when I force-write. bear with me)
on TODAY: I'm anxious, uncomfortable, annoyed, interested, nosy, uninspired, bored, indecisive, unbalanced, matching, cliche, unobservant, creative, unfocused, sleepy, random, borderline-obnoxious, quiet, amused, musical... wondering where today will take me.
I can tell that my format and style of writing is going to change and adapt quite a bit throughout this whole experience.
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